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“get a grip on yourself” or the “external sources” will

Do you control yourself or are you controlled by “external sources” ? Ever find yourself having emotions that are out of control ? For this we have the expression “get a grip on yourself”, as if you don’t these “external sources” will. It is sort of like when on says “the Devil made me do it”.

Everyone gets angry. Maybe you “lose your coolorhit the roof.” lost your temper? Do you yell and scream or want to hit someone? Do you get angry when something doesn’t go your way, when you become frustrated ? You should work to keep this situation from happening again. Don’t have a quick or a hot temper. Don’t lose control.

You sometimes need to stop and “get a grip on yourself”

When our aggression becomes so extreme that we lose self-control, it is said that we are in a rage. Anger may do more harm than any other emotion. The overall effects of anger are enormous. Through anger the mind and the body can both become disturbed.

It is really up to you how you are going to act. That is if you don’t  “lose it”. The  external negative energies, Know they want to take your soul away from you.

So always be gentle. Don’t be rough and inconsiderate. When one is unkind to others this behavior inevitably rebounds back on you. Such behavior will cause destruction to one’s connection to the spiritual realms.

There really is a voice of the soul of inner awakening , but you have to be in a receptive state to hear it. You wont be able to hear it as long as you live in emotional upheaval.

One must allow wisdom to direct their emotions. know that receiving insults, abuse, and mistreatment in silence is a tremendous help in dealing with relationships. You have to work at having balanced, healthy relationships. You can’t run away from yourself.

The “external sources” are those that direct you into imbalance and chaos, don’t Let them. If they have their way they will destroy all your relationships. Don’t let them.

It not easy by any means to maintain a peaceful state of consciousness, we are tested all the time. The “external sources” are always trying to interfere with our inner composure, and working on others around us to “get our goat”.

It is when one is out of balance that they are vulnerable to the spirit of folly, and can do something stupid. Those who are blind to their inner selves are likely to do stupid things, so try to stay focused. One is in trouble when they lose their way. Try to stay calm in balance find equilibrium. When someone looses balance either in their own internal composure or with things outside of themselves they lose energy . One must master patience and tolerance even God forbid if it involves suffering. One’s tolerance of suffering is based on their faith.

When we look back at what we thought were “great Problems” of our past, now we see we got ‘over’ them, and it was not really so ‘bad’. Actually there is great good that resulted , sometimes though it is not so easy to see, or understand.

Tolerance is a necessary virtue in everyone’s daily life. One who cleaves to God in awe and complete love has no question about any matter of this world. All bothers and difficulties of this world are thought of by him as nothing. . They don’t interfere with his life at all. Personal problems he faces of this world that would trouble others don’t concern him at all.

This is not escape to ‘Fantasy Island’. On the contrary most abide in a world of illusion. Reawakening to the awareness of truth is getting out of fantasy and entering reality. Don’t be over concerned with the trivialities of life. They just come and go. Know that by both favor and disgrace one is shocked. Many times this is because people forget the true value of things. So people when finding favor of others may take pride in them selves, making them arrogant. Or one may imagine that some thing is a matter of disgrace and embarrassment. When it’s in all truth a truly insignificant matter. Its about what you want to consider trouble, and then all that such entails. To another man it may be nothing. Many times one may feel lonely, isolated or misunderstood by others. By getting your Higher Self (soul) involved in daily life, you will be able to feel loved, nurtured, and deeply understood. The way we deal with such problems can show the degree of one’s love. Faith endears couples as husband and wife. You need to prepare your heart to receive faith. When one lacks faith which is the power of growing and sprouting, literally he rots. He is left to lead a life that is full of sadness, slothfulness and sluggishness. Faith is most misunderstood “it is the power that surrounds the inspiration of wisdom and creativity.”

Nefilim (fallen), the Giborim (mighty men), the Anakim (giants), the Refaim (shades) and the Amalekim


We know that there are many types of entities from the upper worlds that have come to be in our “physical world”. A few of these species are described in the verses below.

There were Nefilim in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of men, and they bore children to them, the same became mighty men of old, men of Name. (Gen 6:4)

And there we saw the Nefilim, the sons of Anak, who come from the Nefilim; and we were in our own sight as grasshoppers, and so were we in their sight. (Numbers 13:33)

And the Lord said to me, Distress not the Moabites, neither contend with them in battle; for I will not give you of their land for a possession; because I have given Ar to the sons of Lot for a possession.The Emim lived there in times past, a people great, and many, and tall, as the Anakim; Who also were considered Refaim, like the Anakim; but the Moabites call them Emim. (Deut 2:9-11)

These are five different types of negative creatures (souls) that incarnate as humans and whose purpose is to prevent the dissemination of spiritual wisdom and spiritual work.

In the Bible it is written :

And the Lord gave the people favor in the sight of the Egyptians, so that they lent them such things as they required. And they carried away the wealth of the Egyptians. And the people of Israel journeyed from Rameses to Succoth, about six hundred thousand on foot, who were men, beside children. And a mixed multitude went up also with them; and flocks, and herds, and very many cattle. (Exodus 12:36-38)

Among the mixed multitude were the bankers of Egypt, they wanted to leave with Isreal as they saw Isreal leave Egypt with great wealth. The Magicians of Egypt saw the great power moses had and wanted it. The wise men of Egypt envied Moses’ wisdom.

Bringing this mixed multitude out of Egypt was the only thing Moses decided to do on his own accord. The God did not instruct Moses to take the mixed multitude out of Egypt. Nor did He disapprove of it. Moses reasoned that the souls of Isreal that would fall among the nations while in exile would be more difficult to find and redeem. This would cause the exile to last longer. Moses made a deal with God that these souls instead of beings scattered to the 4 corners of the earth would be incarnated among the “erev rav” (mixed multitude) which would always be close to the Jewish people. So it is easier to bring these souls back.

There is one big problem with this :

There are five races in the mixed multitude. These are the Nefilim (fallen), the Giborim (mighty men), the Anakim (giants), the Refaim (shades) and the Amalekim

Having these kind of people around the Jewish people is and big problem itself as we will see. They have caused so many disasters for the Jewish people. It was the mixed multitude who built the golden calf in the desert, and were continually complaining saying “lets go back to Egypt”.

THE KLIPAH (evil force) OF AMALEK has became the leaders of the world, men of great power.. They have caused much violence toward the children of Yisrael. Hitler, and Hamen in the story in the Bible of Ester and Purim was of the group of souls called Amalak. Hitler, and Hamen were Amalak incarnate in the Nations of Germany and Persia. Those Jews who worked with Hitler as described in the book “perfidy” were Amalak incarnate in the the “erev rav” (mixed multitude).  It is written the “erev rav” will come to rule over the Jews in the land of Isreal in the later period before the coming of the Messiah.

There is a aspect of Amalak among the nations whose’s greatest desire and delight is to hate and ultimately kill the Jews. There is another aspect of Amalak that hides in souls that “appear” as Jewish they love to argue, especially against Divine truths. these souls are generally vicious and have no regard for the feeling of those they oppose. Many times amalak are religious hypocrites. They pretend to be religious but in truth hate all that is really good. These souls enjoy creating strife and division especially among God fearing people. Souls from Amalak think they are better than everyone else. Amalak claims to a servant of God but those who truely serve God they hate. If we don’t rise up against Amalak they will couse more pain, misery and destruction to those who love God. They and the evil they do will not just go away until we uproot them from within and without. So it is writtenThe Lord has sworn that the Lord will have war with Amalek from generation to generation”

These SONS OF ELOHIM refered to here are Aza and Azael, from whom descended the souls of  THE SECOND GROUP IN the mixed multitude, which are the Nefilim. They made themselves fall FROM THEIR HOLINESS, and they fornicated with women who were fair. Because of this, the Holy One, blessed be He, also eliminated them from the world to come, so that they may not have a portion there. The Nefilim (the fallen ones) are THE KLIPAH (evil force) of strange thoughts. The disseminate false wisdom. They make corrupt understandings of the Torah to lead people away from the path which is true. They have created new religions and have called the “Judaism”. Yet the True Torah As the Rambam1 taught in the Mishneh Torah,2 “Moses received all the mitzvot (commandments) (Ex. 24: 12). ‘And I give to you the Tablets of Stone, and the Law and the Commandment.’ The Law refers to the Written Torah; the Commandment to the Oral Torah, its explanation. Moses taught the whole of it in his court to the Seventy Elders, as well as to Joshua. Pinchas received it from Joshua; Eli from Pinchas; Samuel from Eli; David from Samuel; Ahiyah from David; Elijah from Ahiyah; Elisha from Elijah …..passed person to person till being written down in the Talmud. The Nefilim try to corrupt wisdom and its teaching.

ערב רב =(knowledge)= 474 = דעת (mixed multitude) They want to steal you by stealing your dat (knowledge)


Of the Giborim, (mighty ones), the third group of the MIXED MULTITUDE, it is written: “The same were mighty men of old, men of renown (lit. ‘men with a name’)” (Genesis 6:4). They build synagogues and yeshivas (places of learning Torah), putting the scroll of the Torah and a crown upon its top. But it is not done for God. Instead, it is done to make themselves a name for them selves. They are the one’s to whom money is everything as by it they want to be honored. They do these things so people will give them honor. They shatter and waste the work of learning Torah in their institutions, by place emphasis on all the wrong things and negating that which is most important.

The Refaim (shades) are the fourth group of the MIXED MULTITUDE. If they notice a time of distress coming upon the children of Yisrael, they abandon them. Even if they have the power to save them, they do not want to do so. They abandon the Torah and those who study it. Instead, they do favors to those who worship idols. Of them, it is written: “The shades of the dead (Heb. refaim) shall not rise” (Yeshayah 26:14), When the time of redemption comes, it is written about them: “And made all their memory to perish” (Yeshayah 26:14).

Anakim (giants) ARE the fifth group of the MIXED MULTITUDE They belittle the value of those who observe the Torah. Unlike the Refaim who abandon the Torah and those who study it. These souls go a step further. These people have a great disrespect for spirituality. They make great efforts to make others abandon serving God, calling it foolishness. The have pleasure by ridiculing those involved in spiritual pursuits. They see it as a big waste of time. There is a evil force within them that has them make their focus in life being against and degrading those who Love God. “Who also were considered Refaim as the Anakim” (Devarim 2:11), so they are on a level with each other.

The redemption does not depend on the destruction OF THE REFAIM, but on THE DESTRUCTION OF Amalek, that is, until he who was referred to in the oath is destroyed, AS IT IS WRITTEN: “BECAUSE YAH HAS SWORN BY HIS THRONE THAT HASHEM WILL HAVE WAR WITH AMALEK…” (Exudus 17:16)

It is these kinds of souls that are incarnated among the Jews which have been a cause of so much anti Semitism. As people don’t know that these people may be born from Jewish mothers but their souls are not that of incarnations of Jews, but “erev rav”. Its revealed only 1 person out of 5 was a Jew who left Egypt, the rest were “erev rav”. So many of the “Jews” in exile among the nations are Certainly “erev rav”. It was said by a wise man that close to 1/3 of the Jews living in Israel today are “erev rav” (mixed multitude).

The Ohr HaChaim  explains that Pharaoh had sent the Erev Rav along with the escaping Jewish nation to play with their minds. The Egyptian leader still had plans to bring the Jewish people back to Egypt and to make them serve. So he sent the Erev Rav along with the Jewish people to instigate them, to sew seeds of discontent, to make life in Egypt look desirable compared to the uncertainty and dangers of desert life. The Erev Rav attack points of vulnerability in the minds of the Jewish people.

. The main drive of the Erev Rav is to unify Eisav and Yishmael and to separate Masiach Ben David and Yosef. .

In Kol HaTor  it is written that our main battle is to break and to remove the strength of the Erev Rav, the klipah of Aramulus the Evil, from Israel; the Erev Rav is our greatest enemy. The klipah of the Erev Rav works only through deception and in roundabout ways. Therefore, the war against the Erev Rav is the most difficult and bitterest of all.  what they are doing today, using deception and roundabout ways to unite Edom and Yishmael against the Jewish people. Half-baked truths and outright lies have enabled the Arab world to enlist the support of the West against the existence of the Jewish state, even causing Jews themselves to take up the banner of the enemy against their own people. We must strengthen ourselves for this war, and anyone who does not participate in the battle against the Erev Rav becomes a partner with the klipah of the Erev Rav, and was better off not being born in the first place.

To some Jews , it may seem like just a matter of politics. From a Torah point of view, however, it is a matter of Jews moving in directions that either align them with the Jewish people or distance them. Those who move further to the left may celebrate their independence and open mindedness, but unbeknownst to them, they are excluding themselves from a future salvation of the world and the Jewish people in particular.

Amalak and these other entities mentioned here are not only incarnated in the MIXED MULTITUDE but among the nations also, so beware.

The  beginning  of  their  reincarnations  was  in  the  generation  of  the  Flood. They  angered God,  so  He drowned  them.  They reincarnated   into  the generation  of   the  Tower  of  Bavel they united against  God, so He dispersed  them. Some moved to  Sdom and  provoked  God  again,He destroyed   them.  In  the  next  reincarnation these  souls  divided  into   two  groups. The  completely rectified  souls  reincarnated into  the  Children  of  Israel they were the generation that went down  to  Egypt. The souls not  rectified became Egyptians. Yosef was aware of  these  souls and their need  for  rectification so as viceroy of  Egypt he had  the  Egyptians  perform   circumcision,  this  allowed  the  future  Erev  Rav  to  emerge. The Ar”i teaches us that our generation is a reincarnation of the generation of the desert, and that the mixed multitude has also been reincarnated, and Moses is together with both of them. The pain of the exile caused by the “Erev Rav” (mixed multitude) to the Jews quickens the redemption, and their easiness (on us) pushes off the redemption.



We are told that we must make this world “Amalek free.”

This sounds like a racist doctrine; after all Clearly, the charge is racially linked and motivated. All who possess Amalekian blood must perish. What is the proper treatment of an Amalekite who converts to Judaism? Is he, still slated for annihilation, or is his new identity the deciding factor? Is the issue a purely racial question, or are other factors equally or even more important? Can an Amalekite lose the status of “Amalek,” and no longer be identified as evil?

It was taught in the name of Rabbi Eliezer: “God swore by His throne of glory, ‘If converts come from any nation they will be accepted, but from the progeny of Amalek and his household they will not be accepted.'” (Mechilta. Tanchuma Ki Tezta 11, P’sikta D’rav Kahana 3)

But we also find in the Gemara in a number of places it relates that descendants of Haman, who was a prominent member of the Amalek family, did in fact join the Jewish people.

A Tanna taught: “The descendants of Haman learned Torah in B’nai Brak.” (Gittin 57b, Sanhedrin 96b)

Ramban (in “Laws of Kings” 6:4) describes the etiquette of war, and says that prior to battle the opposing side should be offered the possibility to accept the commandments and subjugation. This offer is also extended to Amalek. there are three possibilities for an individual born of Amalekian blood. Maintaining his initial status of Amalekite and thus being slated for obliteration. Accepting the seven Noachide laws, at which point his status becomes that of a righteous gentile or a Full-fledged conversion.

Rav Chaim Solovietchik explains that Amalek is a conceptual category and not merely a race. One who behaves as an Amalekite can achieve the status of Amalek. Rav Chaim’s grandson, Rav Yosef Dov Soloveitchik, applied this teaching to the Nazis who adopted an Amalakian worldview. From this we see Someone born an Amalekite can, through his actions, lose his Amalekian status, and someone born to any other nation — perhaps even to the nation of Israel — can achieve the status of Amalek. Thus the original “racist” view of the law seems to have dissipated upon analysis

The Sons of God and other Entities
December 11, 2008, 11:32 am
Filed under: Angels, entities, Gan Aden-Garden of Eden, Nefilim, Zohar

These are the Nefilim (fallen), the Giborim (mighty), the Anakim (giants), the Refaim

the Nefilim (the fallen ones), it is written: “That the sons of the Elohim saw that the daughters of men were fair” (Genesis 6:2).

There are and have been many kinds of entities

THEY COME from the fallen ones from above, FROM AZ”A AND AZAE”L, (Do not pronounce these names, it can bring problems) WHO WERE ANGELS ABOVE. AND THE HOLY ONE, BLESSED BE HE, DROPPED THEM OUT OF THE HEAVENS. When the Holy, blessed One, desired to create man, He said TO THE ANGELS, “Let us make man in our image…” (Genesis 1:26). He wanted to make him a leader over all the ANGELS above, so that he might govern all THE ANGELS and they would be under his rule.

These angels did not want to be under the power of man, further from God than the Humans

ANGELS wanted to denounce him. They asked THE HOLY BLESSED ONE,   “What is man, that you are mindful of him” (Psalms 8:5), for he is bound to sin before you?

The Holy One, blessed be He, replied, If you were down below ON EARTH like he, you would sin more than he does. Immediately, “The sons of the Elohim saw the daughters of man…” They were filled with passion for them, so the Holy One, blessed be He, dropped them down

These SONS OF ELOHIM are Aza and Azael, from whom descended the souls of the Nefilim.

When Aza and Azael fell from the place of their sanctity above, they saw the daughters of men, sinned with them and begot children. These were the Nefilim, about whom it is written: “There were Nefilim on the earth…” (Beresheet 6:4).

Our sages of blessed memory have said that when the Holy, blessed be One, created man, He created him in the Garden of Eden and commanded him to observe seven commandments. When he sinned AT THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE, and was driven out of the Garden of Eden, those two celestial angels, Aza and Azael, said to the Holy One, blessed be He, ‘If it would have been us on earth, like man, we would have been virtuous.’ The Holy One, blessed be He, then asked them, ‘Would you be able to overcome the evil inclination?’ They said, ‘We can.’ The Holy One, blessed be He, immediately dropped them from heaven to earth and the scripture reads: “There were Nefilim in the earth” (Beresheet 6:7) and also: “mighty men.” As soon as they descended to earth, the evil inclination seized them, as it is written: “And they took them wives of all whom they chose” (Ibid. 2). They sinned and were deposed from their sanctity.

The souls of these entities are still in this world, There are strange things down here. Some people are able to see things others cannot. Remember these beings were not physical entities, before they dressed in flesh and came below.

Protect yourself from evil. Do good and reach your potential as its written above the Holy, blessed One, desired to create man, He said TO THE ANGELS, “Let us make man in our image…” (Beresheet 1:26). He wanted to make him a leader over all the ANGELS above, So that he might govern all THE ANGELS and they would be under his rule.

You have a lot of potential, do your Job !

Aliens and other entities
October 28, 2008, 6:34 am
Filed under: aliens, Angels, Beney Elohim, entities, magic, sons of god | Tags:


The sons of G-d saw that the daughters of man were good, and they

took themselves wives from whomever they chose… the Nefilim (fallen ones)

were on the earth in those days…” ( The Genesis 6:2, 4)

Who are these “sons of G-d” (Benei Elohim) ? There exists in Torah a sacred tradition

that has been recorded centuries ago that these “sons of G-d” is a secret matter.

To identify these “sons of G-d” we only need to turn to the Bible. The very

same Hebrew term “Benei Elohim” is used in the Book of Job, where it states, “upon a day, the sons of G-d came to present themselves before God.” (1:6) The day in question has

traditionally been understood as Rosh HaShana. The sons of G-d here are clearly the race of entities we have come to call angels. Indeed the Talmud in Chagigah lists the “Benei Elohim” as one of the ten races of angels. The Zohar (1:23a; 1:25a; ZH Ruth 99a) goes even further explaining this,and also the ancient Sefer Hanokh (Enoch 7), which is one of the most ancient and intact sources of Torah known to us, the identity of these angels and their story is revealed. According to these most ancient of sources there was a band of angels, Benei Elohim, who stood by at the original creation of Adam and resisted his creation and the authority given to him by G-d. They complained to G-d saying “why should Adam be given so much authority and

power over them seeing that he is destined to come to Earth, sin and fall.” G-d replies to these angels that if they were ever to descend to Earth, their fall would be even worse (Zohar 1:9b, 37a). Such is the power of physical incarnation here on Earth. Two leading angels, Aza and Azael gathered together a band of two hundred of their brothers and together made a vow that they would descend to Earth to prove that they unlike Adam could and would resist Earthly living and

physical temptations, thus proving themselves to be superior. Their descent to Earth is what is

recorded in Genesis 6 (1:23a; 1:25a; ZH Ruth 99a). Enoch 7 tells a similar story. these fallen angels were proven wrong. Once they came to Earth they were overcome by physical sexual desires, which was a totally new and unknown sensation for them. Like Adam and Eve before them, they fell.

The children of these mix-breed entities were not fully human and not fully angelic.

They are the source for the myths and legends of the ancient world. We find stories of super human and unusual creatures in the ancient traditions of many nations.

There were many kinds of entities in ancient days on this earth as it says in the bible there were Nefilim (fallen ones), sons of God, mighty men of old, Giants and men of Name. Some were angels completely non-physical spiritual entities, being totally incorporeal. Others were angels who have a sense of corporeality to them.

The late Rabbi Aharon Soloveitchik of Chicago said that these Benei Elohim spoken of in Genesis 6 were actually very physical, humanoid extraterrestrials, who came to Earth. This is quoted from a 9th century text. They became trapped here, not being able to return home in another dimension or possibly on another planet in this dimension. They mingled their genetics with human genetics. This polluted the human gene pool. The reaction from Heaven was swift and harsh. A comprehensive cleansing was needed. The flood soon followed.

Did the ancients have an extraterrestrial connection, one that led to their ultimate destruction? Not only Torah sources suggest this; there are many parallel stories told throughout the world. There is much about our past we don’t know about today. Maybe our ancient and forgotten past is coming back to haunt us ? Modern stories of UFO’s, extraterrestrial encounters, technological advancements supposedly reversed engineered from captured (or received) alien technologies, alien abductions and secret government conspiracies all are Popularly believed and denied by all official sources.

These fallen angels taught humanity what the literature calls treasures of wisdom (Enoch 8). When one reviews the list of the subjects that the fallen angels taught to humanity, we today would call these subjects technology. They referred to these technologies by the Hebrew term “Kishufim” (Zohar 1:126b), which today we translate as witchcraft or magic. Evidence of their powers can still be seen by what they left for us as Pyramid structures built of huge stones all over the world and the Stones in the western wall weighing Tons. How else could they be moved ?

It is known from what is written in the Zohar, that the Egyptians made use of various types of spells and magic, which they accessed by manipulating the powers of impurity, in order to enslave the Jews, that even a single slave could not escape from there.


We will be seeing again intervention by Heavenly Beings. Only this time,

the intervention will be that of Mashiah and his armada of angels (Zech. 14:5).